http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1.htm مدونتك الأولى Wed, 17 Mar 2010 00:08:04 GMT 10 http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1.htm أول مدونة 2008-12-31T03:46:54Z <div align="center"><br /><font size="6"><font face="comic sans ms" color="#800080"><strong><em>في وسط عالم عنوانه الالم<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />بينما اجلس في ركن غرفتي المظلمه<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />لاترى بها سوى لمعان دموعي المتساقطة<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />اصــــارع وحدتي والمي <br /><br /><br /><br />أصرخ بصوت عالي ولا يسمعني أحد<br /><br /><br /><br />فأفضـــل السكوت <br /><br /><br /><br />لم أجد في يوم من يمسح دمعتي<br /><br /><br /><br />او يداوي جراحي <br /><br /><br /><br />بدأت وحيداً <br /><br /><br /><br />وعشت وحيداً <br /><br /><br /><br />وأعتقد سأضل وحيداً<br /><br /><br /><br />بينما أنا أصارع وحدتي وألمي<br /><br /><br /><br />اذا بي اسمع صوتا خلف باب غرفتي المظلمه<br /><br /><br /><br />ينادي بأعلى صوته <br /><br /><br /><br />من هنا ؟؟<br /><br /><br /><br />هل من مجيب ؟؟<br /><br /><br /><br />فاذا بي ارقص فرحاً <br /><br /><br /><br />أخير وجدت من يسمعني <br /><br /><br /><br />وجدت من يواسيني في وحدتي<br /><br /><br /><br />فإذا به الالم يأخذني من ركن مظلم <br /><br /><br /><br />الى ركن أخر مظلم<br /><br /><br /><br />فأيقنت عندها انه لامفر من هذه الوحده المؤلمه<br /><br /><br /><br />بإختصار <br /><br /><br /><br />أصبحت عشيقاً وحبيباٌ مخلصاُ لوحدتي</em></strong></font></font><br /></div><br /><!-- google_ad_section_end --><br /><p><br /><font color="#800080"><strong></strong></font><br /></p><br /><div><br /><font color="#800080"><br /><br /><strong></strong></font><br /></div><br /> http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1/OAOa-aIiUUUUUUUUUUUUICo-b1-p6.htm أول مدونة 2008-12-31T03:42:12Z <strong><em><font face="Comic Sans MS" size="6" color="#0000ff"><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong><em><font face="Comic Sans MS" size="6" color="#0000ff">لا أدري لماذا اكتب هذي الكلمات <br /><br /><br /><br />ولكن ربما تراها قلوب صادقه وتحس بمعاناتي وبغدر من حولي وبغدر <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />الناس الذين صدقتهم المشاعر والاحاسيس وكافؤني بالكذب والغش والخداع <br /><br /><br /><br />احترقت طفولتي وشبابي<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />لم اعيش في يوم من الايام مثل طفل يفرح بلعبه جلبت له <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />او فرحة شاب بــ أيام مراهقته<br /><br /><br /><br />ولكن ذقت الالم لم اعرف معنى السعاده ولم اعلم معنى السعاده الا <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />عندما فرحت بنجاحي في دراستي<br /><br /><br /><br />حاولت اخفاء الجروح والتماس العذر لمن حولي وقلت ربما غدرهم <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />رصاصه طائشه اصابتني بدون قصد فقلت بما ان الرصاصه<br /><br /><br /><br />لم تقتلني فسوف يذهب ألمها ولكن استمر الكذب والغش والخداع <br /><br /><br /><br />استمر ألمي اصبحت ابحث عن شئ مفقود لا وجود له الا وهي السعاده<br /><br /><br /><br />بحثت عن سبب الالم والشقاء الذي انا به ولم اجد ماهو السبب <br /><br /><br /><br />كنت اعامل الناس بالصدق والوفاء لكن لم اجد منهم الا كذب نفاق غش خداع<br /><br /><br /><br />اصبح حبر قلمي الذي اكتب به معاناتي هي دموعي التي لم تكف في <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />يوم واعتقد انها لن تكف الا بعد دخولي في نعشي<br /><br /><br /><br />اعتاد قلبي على عزف الالم وعلى غربتي وسط اهلي ووسط من وثقت بهم <br /><br /><br /><br />لاتسألوني يا من قرأ معاناتي لماذا هذا الشؤم ؟<br /><br /><br /><br />لاني سأجيب عليكم وبكل صراحه<br /><br /><br /><br />ماذا تنتظرون من انسان لم يجد السعاده انسان عاش غريب بين اهله انسان يعامل الناس بصدق ويعاملوه بخلافه<br /><br /><br /><br />انسان يبحث عن انسان يجلب له السعاده واذا اعتقد انه وجد هذا الانسان اكتشف انه مثل غيره <br /><br /><br /><br />بإختصار خلقت للألم والألم خلق لي </font><br /><br /><br /><br /></em></strong><br /></div><br /></font></em></strong><br /> http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1/IiUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEi-b1-p5.htm أول مدونة 2008-12-31T03:38:28Z <strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial"><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">نحن في زمن نبحث عن السعاده ولا نجد سوى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">سجون</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الالم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">و</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">البؤس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">هي من</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">تحتضننا</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">نبحث عن كفوف السعادة ولا نجد الا كفوف</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الالم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">توجه يديها لتصفعك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">وايضا نبحث عن أناس تريد ان</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">يصدقوك المشاعر ولكن تتفاجأ انهم خليط بين</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الكذب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">و</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الغش</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">و</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الخداع</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ياعيني يكفيكي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بكاء</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">فأنا اعلم ان الصديق امامك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">حنون</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ومن خلفك وفي غيابك خنجر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">مسموم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">كفاكم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">غدر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">يامن حولي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لماذا كل هذا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الغدر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">وانا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">اخلص</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لماذا كل هذا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الغدر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ولماذا اصبحت حروف العطف كلها</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">حروف جر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ويصبح الحرف</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">خنجر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">في قلوب الناس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">تحفر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الا يكفي الم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">وحدتي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الا يكفي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ظلم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">البشر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">اتحدث ولا اجد من</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ينصفني</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">اصبحت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ضحكتي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">قناع</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ارتديه</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">في زمن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">طغى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">فيه الغدر على الوفاء</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">اه</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ياقلبي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لو كان لقلبي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">دماء</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ظاهره</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ولو كانت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">دموع عيني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لاتجف</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">اختلطت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">دموعي بدماء قلبي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">واصبحت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">حبر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">يكتب على جدار</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الزمن</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">عن مدى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بؤسي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">و</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">شقائي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">واصبحت السعادة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">تبتعد</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">عن طريقي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">واصبح</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الالم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">هو صاحبي في اسفاري</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لاتقول لي لماذا كل هذا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الشؤم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">كل ماوجدت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">السعادة</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">لازمتني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">باليوم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الاول</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">وكفنتها</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">باليوم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الثاني</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">يازمن لا أريد</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">المستحيل</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">أريد ان</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">اكون</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">مثل البشر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">لماذا انام على وساده جنبها الايمن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">وجنبها الايسر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">وهم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">الا تسمحين لي مره ان انام وانا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">مبتسم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial"><span></span><span></span>؟</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">فأنا اصبحت مدرسة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">للألم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">استقبل</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">كل جرح وألم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">وارتدي شارة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الأحزان</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">واتقلد وسام</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الدموع</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">اه منك يازمن بعتني بــ</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'">(</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">أبخس</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> )</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ثمن</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">سأترك القلم</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">يكتب</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">وأمامه</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ورقه</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">خاليه</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">ليكتب في نهاية</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ألمي</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: Arial">عنوان</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بدايتي</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بداية</span><span></span><span></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">نهايتي</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Arial Black'"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: blue; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: blue; font-family: Arial">اتمنى ان تكون كتابتي نالت على رضاكم واستحسانكم</span><span style="font-size: 24pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Arial Black'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><br /></div><br /></span></strong><br /> http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1/IiE-aaiOE-IiCCCCa-b1-p4.htm أول مدونة 2008-12-31T03:13:22Z <strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial"><br /><div align="center"><br /><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">انتظرت الرحمة في زمن القلوب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">القاسيه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">في زمن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">رحمه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">في زمن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الغدر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">في زمن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">المر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">في زمان لامكان</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">للطيب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">بين ناسه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الطيب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">يداس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">والغدار</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">يباس</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اصبح</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الالم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">مثل</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">المطر</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">يسقينا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بقطراته</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وينور لنا طريقنا بنور</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">برقه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">بحثت عن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الامل</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ليجمع</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ماتبقا مني</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">بحثت عن مرسى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الامان</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ولم اجد سوى مرسى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">غدر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الزمان</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">احترقت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">صفحات</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">حياتي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">التي كتبتها بحبر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">دمي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وسهرت الليالي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">لتكملت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">حروفها</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ماأقساكي ايتها</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الحياة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">سرقتي مني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بسمتي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وفقدت لذة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الحيااة</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ولا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">عزاااااااااااء</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ابكي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ولا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">يسمعني احد</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">و</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">اصرخ</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ولا يجيبني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">احد</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وعندما اشكوا لايرد علي سوى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ألمي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اصبحت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الوحده</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">رفيقة دربي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">والالم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اقرب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">خلاني</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">والمرارة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اعز</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اصدقائي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">يا</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">دموع</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اذرفي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">واغسلي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">المي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وجروحي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">كلما اقبلت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">للدنيا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">اصرخ</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">اطلب العون</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">قابلتني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">بخنجر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">مسموم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">توجه</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">طعناتها</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">لصدري الضامي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">واصبحت اتلمس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">جرحي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">النازف</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">أصبح قلبي صريع</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">الحزن</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وعيناي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">تغرق</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">في بحر الألم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">والامواج</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">تنطرب</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">بانهاكي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">مااقسى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">موجات</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الألم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> <br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">مزقت</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">قلبي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">والقت به على</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">شاطئ</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الهموم</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">يا قلبي لاتحزن</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">فنزفك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">يدل على استمرار</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الحياة</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">تعال ياقلبي اجلس لتشاهد</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">مسرحية</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">مصرعك</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">عد ياقلبي الى</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">سجنك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">لن يغدر بك ابدا فأنت في امان</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">فالقلوب المحبة</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">للخير</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">تعتريها الظلمه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">والحب والوفاء</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">تختفي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">لتتربع القسوة والجفاء</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">سأترك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">نفس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">القلم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الماضي يكتب</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وأمامه</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">نفس</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">الورقه الخاليه</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ليكتب في</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">نهاية</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ألمي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">عنوان</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ألمي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">هذا الزمن لم</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ينصفني</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">كثير</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">وانما علمني ان اكون بكل شي كبير لذا رغم ان</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">طيبتي</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">تعتبر</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: Arial">ضعف في نظر البعض فمرحبا بك</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: black; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">يا</span></strong><span></span><span></span><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS'"><span></span><span></span> </span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: red; font-family: Arial">ضعفي</span></strong><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Arial Black'"></span></strong> <br /><p><br /><strong><span style="font-size: 26pt; color: navy; font-family: 'Arial Black'"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></strong>  <br /></p><br /></div><br /></span></strong><br /> http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1/CaOiEE-Yi-OaCaaC-AOEIE-OUY-b1-p3.htm أول مدونة 2008-12-31T01:59:07Z <font size="5"><font color="#0000ff"><br /><div align="center"><br /><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">اليوم اتيت لكم ومعي كتابه جديده من كتاباتي <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">أصبح قلبي ينزف قطرة تلو الاخرى</font><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">أصبح جرح قلبي لايلتئم أبدا ولن يلتئم<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">أصبحت اتجرع المراره والألم وكأنها فنجان من الشاي اتجرعه يوميا في وقته</font><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">تعودت على هذا الفنجان ولا أستطيع أن استغني عنه<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">اصبحت وجنتاي مشرقه اشراقة ارض لاينقطع عنها الماء بسبب دموعي</font><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">بل لو غابت دموعي ولو ليوم واحد اصبحت أرض قاحلة<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">لم أجد من يواسيني ولا من يقف بجواري </font><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">أًصبح عمري 24 ربيعا من الألم والبؤس والشقاء والذل والاهانه<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">الالم هو وحده من يزورني كل يوم مصاحبا معه الشقاء والبؤس </font><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">أًصبحت حتى في فرحة العيد لا أريد انا افرح بثوب جديد أرتديه<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">بل أريد ان افرح في كفن أبيض أوضع به كعريس في ليلة زفافه</font><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">واحمل على الاكتاف الى مكان أجد به الراحه والامان<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />لاتقولون لي لماذا كل هذا الشؤم <br /><br /><br /><br />تعالوا وشاهدوا مدى معاناتي <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">ليست معاناة حبيب بهجر من حبيبته</font><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">ولا معاناة صديق يشتكي من غدر صديقه<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">بل معاناة شاب لم يعيش شبابه كأي شاب</font><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">عاش الألم .... عاش الحزن ... عاش القسوة<br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">من أقرب الناس إليه</font><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">من يشاهد معاناتي عن قرب <br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">سيوجه نحوي رصاصة الرحمة بدون اي رحمه</font><br /><br /></font><font size="5"><font color="#0000ff">بدون اي تفكير <br /><br /><br /><br /></font><font color="#000080">ليريحني ....</font></font><font color="#000080">.......</font><font color="#0000ff">.</font><br /></div><br /></font></font><br /> http://el-7r.06fr.com/Aaa-aIaaE-b1/aUUUUUUCaCE-OUUUUUUUUUUUUCE-b1-p2.htm